i wonder what's in store for the philippines. another fiscal crisis? economic growth? war? gloria macapagal arroyo grows a bit taller? hrmm.. hrmm.. hrmm.. whatever it is, I say: bring it on! we Filipinos survived 2 massive hurricanes/storms, a crazed dictator, an actor who fancied himself as a president, another actor who, fortunately, did not become president [God rest ye soul], a 'fiscal crisis', and other such tragic annomalies.
i wonder what's in store for the world. another war? its not that impossible. with blood-hungry george back in power, another round of faceless dead bodies, and nuclear bombings could be a thing of a few moments from now. will the cure for cancer or for HIV or for AIDS be discovered this year? i hope so... not just because I want those who are afflicted with these diseases to finally find rest and resolution [i'm not entirely good you know], its also because I have a very selfish nature. At least, if ever [and I hope to God I NEVER] get any of these fatal diseases a cure would be available in the local drugstore. will Harry Potter 6 be released this year? [hehehe...]
i wonder what's in store for my friends and family. i wonder if the prom will be a success. i wonder a lot about a lot of things. i wonder what's in store for me. will i pass the ateneo thing? will i have a prom date by february 25? will i ever get the energy to fix my room and my stuff? will i be able to buy the awesome dress in chocolate?
we'll find out in a few hours, days, months, and years. 2005, here i come!
Destiny isn't something we should trust or depend on. We're not even sure if it really exists. -Izza Castelo, my lovely seatmate.
definitely no longer searching for utopia, an ergaslophobic student and aspiring thespian, a true blue Filipina and Assumptionist, existing in a state of utter discombobulation, *BROKE*, and fattening myself up in time for the next human sacrifice ritual in tondo, manila...
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==:::A Few Friendly Reminders from your Resident Sane Psycho:::==
life is an unequivocally fast paced string of events, where the essence of a lifetime can be captured in a single breath, love can develop in a second, and where a long journey can feel like just another ride in the metro rail...
so put on your pink tinted glasses, wear your cheesiest smile. life's too short and much too precious to waste with the frivolities of a shallow existence.
let's limbo!
change is the only constant thing in life.
though it is most difficult to cope with change, we must.
it is survival. it is evolution.
but then again,
what if this change is brought about by paranormal sensations and emotions, unforeseen circumstances, hormonal imbalances, and... the weather?
what if this change is caused by things that are not things. forces that are immaterial?
how do we cope?
how do we end the relentless and crazed see-saw of intense emotions churning deep within us?
how do we stop misery?
how do we prolong happiness?
with a four millimeter bullet?
with a cup of peppermint-tasting cyanide?
with prayer?
i don't know.
i can't even begin to pretend to know, or to comprehend.
and i'm sure,
neither can you.
and it scares me.
it scares us.
that this we cannot understand.
everything else --science, mathematics, ratios, proportions, wars, peace talks, chocolate sprinkles and gum drops, ponies and rabbits, Nobel awards-- we know.
but this,
this simple shift of light and darkness,
this slight distinction,
this sudden rearranging of matter, molecules, and sensations.
this indescribable phenomena.
this we cannot even begin to grasp.
illogical, senseless, strange, odd.
fleeting, momentous, gargantuan, colossal.
what is the meaning behind this change in mood? in feeling?
what is the real root? the common cause?
perhaps we have been doomed to be this way.
to not understand.
to be left in the dark.
doomed to be able to adapt with everything else but this simple swing.
this simplistic issue.
never to find a way to evolve around it.
but perhaps.... in this case,
evolution is not survival.
for if you can just grin and bear it.
take it for what it is.
let go of the logic behind it.
perhaps then, survival is possible.
change is not imperative.
accepting is a prerogative, the answer, the key.