What makes us people? What defines a person? What traits must one have in order to be considered a “person?” Any dictionary would tell you that a person is either a man, woman, or child; a human being; an entity having a complete set of limbs, appendages, sensory organs, etc etc; a being capable of executing various life processes and physical activities. But then again, there are those whose legs have been surgically removed, whose eyeballs are purely artificial, and whose faces are made of latex and synthetic rubber. They—though not in possession of a perfect set of body parts—are considered human, persons just like their “complete” counterparts.
Perhaps there is something deeper within the body that defines one’s humanity, that proves one to be a person; a thing that is not a thing; an intangible essence that lies beyond the neurons and mitochondrion of the body. What separates us people from robots… from a ten-foot gorilla? For don’t these creatures also possess body parts, and are capable of being? What sets us apart from the rest of the organisms that roam this earth? I believe that it is our core, our soul that identifies us as humans, to be a person. Of course, other beings also have spirits, but there is something outstanding about the human soul. This enigma, this ethereal quality enables us to have our own distinct personality. It defines our humanity because it gives us the chance to develop our own individuality, a trait that no other life form in this world can claim for its own.
Thus, the method in which one describes one’s soul is the manner in which one sees himself as a person since it is our soul that distinguishes us as people, and effectively proves us to be of human descent.My next statement may come as somewhat contradictory. I have shared earlier my belief that it is our human soul that makes us unique and different, for other organisms cannot possibly duplicate this gift that God has bestowed upon us. I would describe my soul, my personality, as something quite ordinary. I believe I am not outstanding. I am commonplace and very much forgettable. But it is in acknowledging my commonness that I have become uncommon. For in accepting this weakness, I am growing to become a better person. It is because I am aware of my utter unoriginality that I can strive to improve myself so that I may soon become someone special. In this way, I see myself as human, as a person. Persons have the natural instinct to survive, to participate in this long running competition to dominate the species. In my quest to become better, I try to become unforgettable; to survive long enough to stand out in a sea of nameless faces.
This task is not simple. Change, though the only constant thing in life, has never been an undemanding process. But one must start somewhere. In my Junior year in Assumption Antipolo, I have grabbed all the opportunities that I could, to revolutionize myself, to begin a newness, a brighter chapter in my life. As I involve myself in more extracurricular work and give a hand in organizing different projects, I feel a change happening within me, and a hope begins to burgeon in my heart; a hope that someday, I may accomplish what I have set out to do: to become someone worthy of great things; someone who has found herself, and in a way, has added light to her surroundings, helping overcome the darkness gnawing at the contours of the world that she lives in, and shares with the rest of humanity. I feel that the realization of this dream is nearing, and I strive ever so much harder to get to that point in time, the dawning of a new era in my life.
definitely no longer searching for utopia, an ergaslophobic student and aspiring thespian, a true blue Filipina and Assumptionist, existing in a state of utter discombobulation, *BROKE*, and fattening myself up in time for the next human sacrifice ritual in tondo, manila...
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Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Haruki Murakami
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==:::A Few Friendly Reminders from your Resident Sane Psycho:::==
life is an unequivocally fast paced string of events, where the essence of a lifetime can be captured in a single breath, love can develop in a second, and where a long journey can feel like just another ride in the metro rail...
so put on your pink tinted glasses, wear your cheesiest smile. life's too short and much too precious to waste with the frivolities of a shallow existence.
let's limbo!
change is the only constant thing in life.
though it is most difficult to cope with change, we must.
it is survival. it is evolution.
but then again,
what if this change is brought about by paranormal sensations and emotions, unforeseen circumstances, hormonal imbalances, and... the weather?
what if this change is caused by things that are not things. forces that are immaterial?
how do we cope?
how do we end the relentless and crazed see-saw of intense emotions churning deep within us?
how do we stop misery?
how do we prolong happiness?
with a four millimeter bullet?
with a cup of peppermint-tasting cyanide?
with prayer?
i don't know.
i can't even begin to pretend to know, or to comprehend.
and i'm sure,
neither can you.
and it scares me.
it scares us.
that this we cannot understand.
everything else --science, mathematics, ratios, proportions, wars, peace talks, chocolate sprinkles and gum drops, ponies and rabbits, Nobel awards-- we know.
but this,
this simple shift of light and darkness,
this slight distinction,
this sudden rearranging of matter, molecules, and sensations.
this indescribable phenomena.
this we cannot even begin to grasp.
illogical, senseless, strange, odd.
fleeting, momentous, gargantuan, colossal.
what is the meaning behind this change in mood? in feeling?
what is the real root? the common cause?
perhaps we have been doomed to be this way.
to not understand.
to be left in the dark.
doomed to be able to adapt with everything else but this simple swing.
this simplistic issue.
never to find a way to evolve around it.
but perhaps.... in this case,
evolution is not survival.
for if you can just grin and bear it.
take it for what it is.
let go of the logic behind it.
perhaps then, survival is possible.
change is not imperative.
accepting is a prerogative, the answer, the key.