haven't much to write. 'cept that i've finished the two novels i purchased last tuesday. SIGH. if books weren't so damned expensive, i'd buy one every single day.
funny, reading 'The City of Ember' took me longer than reading 'The Prize,' which was five times longer (at least) than the former. i guess i'm not really into prose that tackles almostadultkiddo fantasy storyline types. but although ember was not as entertaining as harry potter, i loved its plot so much more. its a sad story, sort of like a series of unfortunate events meets the books of magic, meets... fugitive pieces. haha. can't really explain that much. its a good read, and i can't wait to get a hand on a copy of the next installment.
got home at around twelve in the afternoon. we weren't able to practice at the assumpta theater because of the gr 7 grad runs that were taking place. so there wasn't really any point to detain us any longer. ms olalde dismissed us promptly by recess time, we discussed some other things, played lotsa rounds of pusoy and tongits, swapped wavs and amrs via bluetooth, and just horsed around. hahoo... i saw inna at school too, fixing some of the details that were needed for our programs for next year.
harruumm...
~*~
"Black as sleep and deep as dreaming,
Darkness like an endless night.
Yet within the streets of Ember
Bright and bravely shines our light..."
-City of Ember written by Jeanne DuPrau
~*~
"It started out with a kiss,
How did it end up like this?"
hunhh...
just got to see the video of mr. brightside by
the Killers a while ago. manh... brandon flowers (yup, sadly that IS his real name) is so hott. hrmm...
definitely no longer searching for utopia, an ergaslophobic student and aspiring thespian, a true blue Filipina and Assumptionist, existing in a state of utter discombobulation, *BROKE*, and fattening myself up in time for the next human sacrifice ritual in tondo, manila...
Stars and Nebulas
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pam
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synty
[[tasia]]
trizza
wissa
Flight
Alanis Morissette
Carbon Stereoxide Studio Notes
Cold Play
Dashboard Confessional
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Haruki Murakami
Milk&Cereal
Miss Saigon
Paulo Coelho
Rent - the Musicale
Shawn Mullins
System of a Down
The Simpsons
The Sims
The Used
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==:::A Few Friendly Reminders from your Resident Sane Psycho:::==
life is an unequivocally fast paced string of events, where the essence of a lifetime can be captured in a single breath, love can develop in a second, and where a long journey can feel like just another ride in the metro rail...
so put on your pink tinted glasses, wear your cheesiest smile. life's too short and much too precious to waste with the frivolities of a shallow existence.
let's limbo!
change is the only constant thing in life.
though it is most difficult to cope with change, we must.
it is survival. it is evolution.
but then again,
what if this change is brought about by paranormal sensations and emotions, unforeseen circumstances, hormonal imbalances, and... the weather?
what if this change is caused by things that are not things. forces that are immaterial?
how do we cope?
how do we end the relentless and crazed see-saw of intense emotions churning deep within us?
how do we stop misery?
how do we prolong happiness?
with a four millimeter bullet?
with a cup of peppermint-tasting cyanide?
with prayer?
i don't know.
i can't even begin to pretend to know, or to comprehend.
and i'm sure,
neither can you.
and it scares me.
it scares us.
that this we cannot understand.
everything else --science, mathematics, ratios, proportions, wars, peace talks, chocolate sprinkles and gum drops, ponies and rabbits, Nobel awards-- we know.
but this,
this simple shift of light and darkness,
this slight distinction,
this sudden rearranging of matter, molecules, and sensations.
this indescribable phenomena.
this we cannot even begin to grasp.
illogical, senseless, strange, odd.
fleeting, momentous, gargantuan, colossal.
what is the meaning behind this change in mood? in feeling?
what is the real root? the common cause?
perhaps we have been doomed to be this way.
to not understand.
to be left in the dark.
doomed to be able to adapt with everything else but this simple swing.
this simplistic issue.
never to find a way to evolve around it.
but perhaps.... in this case,
evolution is not survival.
for if you can just grin and bear it.
take it for what it is.
let go of the logic behind it.
perhaps then, survival is possible.
change is not imperative.
accepting is a prerogative, the answer, the key.